Aiming for something
That doesn’t even exist
Is a total waist of time.
Why are we unable
To stop
Reaching for perfection then?
N° 21
Strange to think
That even if you manage to construct
The perfect sentence
Use the most suitable terms
You will never be able to put
Your exact feelings
Into words
N° 20
I sort of built a wall
Adopted the attitude
To only show the world
When not the tiniest string
Is holding me back
To only be my true me
When I reach perfection.
So how about never, huh?
-fear of rejection-
N° 19
I don’t know if I believe in
Love at first sight.
I imagine it must be a glorious feeling
To see someone
And your heart stops
Or whatever.
So on one hand I hope it exists
And it’ll hit me some day
But on the other hand
I don’t.
Because isn’t loving someone
At first sight
Just
Very shallow?
N° 18
Do you feel worthy?
Loved?
Sometimes I don’t.
However, that’s not because
I’m not worthy
Or loved
But because I make myself believe
I am not.
I judge everything I do
Everything I say
Even all of my thoughts.
But in the end
To be worthy and truly loved
Doesn’t depend on any condition.
N° 17
It’s like taking a deep breath
Trying again
Starting over
Wiping the board clean
to write something new
Like spring.
What kinds of flowers
will arise from this?
-fresh start-
N° 16
How were we so close?
I can’t even remember the state
Before the awkwardness
Vs.
I still dream of you
And wake up feeling confused
Because I’m only me now
–mending takes longer than breaking-
N° 15
Leaves falling to
The ground
Slowly
A breeze
Making you shiver
Sky
Lacking light
Grey
Like loneliness
– fall is such a good time for sad poems-
N° 14
Golden light
Colours so firey
They light up your face
Air feels fresher
Cleaner
You can smell nature
Crunchy leaves
Beneath your feet
Sound
Of satisfaction
-autumn is such a good time for happy poems-
N° 13
Most times
I don’t know for sure
What to think
If everyone would just
Say
What they think
Things would be easier
But then again
What am I thinking?
