N° 20

I sort of built a wall
Adopted the attitude
To only show the world
When not the tiniest string
Is holding me back

To only be my true me
When I reach perfection.

So how about never, huh?

-fear of rejection-

N° 19

I don’t know if I believe in
Love at first sight.

I imagine it must be a glorious feeling
To see someone
And your heart stops
Or whatever.

So on one hand I hope it exists
And it’ll hit me some day

But on the other hand
I don’t.

Because isn’t loving someone
At first sight
Just
Very shallow?

N° 18

Do you feel worthy?
Loved?

Sometimes I don’t.

However, that’s not because
I’m not worthy
Or loved
But because I make myself believe
I am not.

I judge everything I do
Everything I say
Even all of my thoughts.

But in the end
To be worthy and truly loved
Doesn’t depend on any condition.